So I'm at the Sunny coast. I'm currentlysitting at an internet booth looking over the river at the SunshinePlaza, cause i can'tget to blogger on my phone. And the keyboard isseriously laaaame.

Do you ever get those nightswhen you seriously can't get to sleep?
Well, I've had ita few times in my life. I got it thefirst night i came to the sunnycoast actually. It was horrible. I'd just watched "the lovely bones" which was cool, sme things freaked me out a tad bit, but it was fine. Until i went to my room. The dark room, and randomlyall of these thoughts completely clouded my mind, all of these scenarios that madenosense, but they made sense at the time, and i was shaking, and i was cold, andmy mind was going a mile a minute and it was like i was dreaming, but i was awake at the same time.

and i kept on getting upandtrying tomake myself vomit because i feltso sick in mystomach. and i was praying the whole timein my head, really really hard... but nothing changed. Thisrandom, half-dreamed thought kept on coming into my head that this is what a world without God is like.

and then, i actually called out, with my voice "Jesus help me" ... and then i got to sleep. Peacefully. and i didn't wake up till morning.

Random ey?